Express

Realistic it was,
though superficial it appeared

Caring I was,
though arrogant I appeared

Thoughtful I was,
though crazy I appeared

Straightforward I was,
though hyprocrite I appeared

Possessive I was,
and unknowing she was

Artful I appeared,
though sincere I was

Hazy my expressions were,
though clear my thoughts were.

'Implicit' I meant,
but 'explicit' she asked for.

Proposal it was,
denial I met with.