Fantasies- As I dream it, as I see it and as I want it

It was just a dream
It was just a fantasy and it was just a thought
Each day, each night- Innumerable dreams and countless fantasies
Annoying or Amusing- they never cease to surprise me

Surprising as they are and challenging they are meant to be
Some are left alone for the amusement of the soul and
some are chased for the fulfilment of passion

Passionate as we are, the chase begins.
Hurdles and hassles, challenges and milestones.
Each step gives life a new turn.
Each success makes you vulnerable to more fantasies.


Fantasies--Just as you wish to make it a reality

As I dream it, as I see it and as I want it.

As I sleep

I wish I was lost. With a gentle push, my eyes see this world, as I hear a voice say 'it was dad's wish to wake you up'. Lured into this eternal bliss, I lie down again with blatant negligence and pristine ignorance to my mom's words.

Blatant negligence, never was this so pleasurable as it takes me into a pristine silence.
Pristine ignorance, never was this so blissful as it gives me happiness that has no bounds.

When past has no relevance and when future bears no significance
When pain gives no agony and when the wait is never agonizing.
Scary beasts try to wake you up, when fairy angels push you back.
Everything happens, but nothing really happens.
Just as I feel, the world around me takes shape.
Just as I see it taking shape, a sudden silence ensues and
Not knowing the reasons, my thoughts go into oblivion.
Oblivion of sleep that passes just as a dream.

Each day,
As I slip into a dreamy sleep.

Only 'I' can know

It was when I was lost in your smile
that I was preoccupied with your thought.
Lost in your thought, I was just about to dream for a place in your heart.
It was when I was dreaming for a place in your heart,
that I realized-
A misconstrued sigh or an innocent smile
only 'I' can know.

It was when I was passionate about my dreams
that I was trying to move into the realms of fantasy.
With my world being you, I was just about to create a new world where we two could move.
It was when I was pondering about the creation, that I realized
I should know you more as 'I' could still be wrong.

It was when I was trying to know you more
that I realized it was a misconstrued sigh under the veil of an innocent smile,
It was just a sigh that made me go high!!!
But it was a smile to remember!!!
I want to see that smile again, not as a misconstrued sigh but a genuine smile that could make me go high!!!!

Expressions- Concealed or Revealed??? Does not matter--- I am lost in your smile!!!

Lost in emotions- always is the heart
Struggling for the right expressions- at times is the confused heart
So precise is the thought, but so complex is the art
Art of comprehending and art of expressing

Lost in gestures- always is the facial world
Struggling for deceitftul expressions- at times is the artful heart
So pristine is the thought, but so complex is the art.
Art of deceiving and art of confusing.

So true, yet not true
Obviously true, but something stops me from making it true.

Lost in reality- I want it to be the truth
Redefining the reality- I want my expressions to speak
Divine should be the thought and innocent my heart should be.
Express!!!

Sounds true---but not always

Not always do the expressions reveal our thoughts-- a few make us struggle to comprehend, but these few can also be priceless!!!!
Sometimes a little smile makes all the difference---conceal or reveal, but you are lost in the smile!!!
I had one, making me ponder, but then I surrendered to the smile!!!!

Trust me, when it says

When hope dawns bright and when darkness throws light,
Trust me for the courage it brought and trust me for the courage I lost.
With you and without you, the difference is just the trust in 'YOU'.
Trust me--trust me as the one you knew and trust me as the one who flew just for you.

When Jason speaks truth and when Tyson reveals the 'mischief of truth',
Trust me for the truth you know and trust me for what I am known.
With you and without you, the difference is just the trust in 'YOU'.
Trust me--trust me as the one you knew and trust me as the one who flew just for you.

When your dreams come true or when your cheeks turn blue,
Trust me for the trust in you and trust me for the warmth in 'YOU'.
With you and without you, the difference is just the trust in 'YOU'.
Trust me--trust me as the one you knew and trust me as the one who flew just for you.

Trust that we see and trust that we feel.

Each day begins with the trust that the night would make it dark.
Each night ends with the trust that there would be light everywhere.
Trust me--when it says.

And the silence whispered!!!

Letting it last for a moment in my eyes,
I just said- here it is, something that I saw.

Letting it last for a moment in my ears,
I just said- here it is, something that I whispered to myself.

Letting it last for a moment on my lips,
I just said- here it is, something that I just want to say.

'Something that I saw, something that I witnessed, and something that I whispered'.

Letting it last, but thinking before I could let it become my past
I whispered, here it is I just want to whisper;
something in your ears and something which made me ponder for years.

There was silence all around and
Just as I thought and before I could speak, the silence whispered!!!!

For distance so near, the answer could not be more clear
she wanted me to be her dear!!!!